find your path
You're here because something inside you is breaking open.
Maybe you’re successful on paper but dying inside. Maybe your relationship feels like a performance you can't quit. Maybe you just know that there's more to life than this numbed-out surviving you've been calling success.
You're not broken. You're at a threshold.
Now, how will you cross it? And with whom?
First: Take a Breath
Before you try to figure out "what's next", feel where you are right now.
Put your hand on your chest. Feel your heartbeat. Notice the tension in your shoulders, the tightness in your jaw, the hollow ache you've been carrying.
This feeling of discomfort isn't a problem to solve. It's your body telling you the truth: you're ready for something different.
Not different like a new strategy or a better morning routine. Different like a death and rebirth. Different like shedding a skin you've outgrown.
Second: Choose Your Doorway
There's no "right" path here. Just different doorways into the same work: integration, intimacy, and initiation.
Read each option below. Notice which one makes your chest tighten with recognition. That's your compass.
I Need Help Right Now
→ 1:1 Quick Dive. Immediate Access, $900
For you if:
You're facing an edge that can't wait 2-4 months for the full mentorship waitlist
You're dealing with a specific crisis: relationship collapse, purpose paralysis, emotional shutdown
You want focused, concentrated work on one pattern that's keeping you stuck
You're ready to feel what you've been avoiding and do the practices between sessions
What happens: Three 90-minute sessions over 3-4 weeks. We go straight to the root - not the surface story, but the wound underneath. Between sessions: tailored practices, voice memo access for real-time support, and a clear map of what's driving the pattern.
This isn't a taste of the work. It's the work - concentrated and designed to create immediate shifts while giving you the tools to continue on your own.
This work moves fast because it's focused. Fast doesn't mean easy.
I'm Ready to Transform Everything
→ 1:1 Mentorship. 3-9 Month Container, Application Required
For you if:
You're done performing and ready to live
You want ongoing support as you face what you've been avoiding
You're willing to feel everything you've been numbing
You know this work will be uncomfortable and you're saying yes anyway
What happens: We meet weekly or bi-weekly over months. We work with your shadows, your edges, your body, your relationships - everything that's keeping you from being fully alive.
This is where comprehensive transformation happens. Not because of one breakthrough, but because of sustained practice and ruthless honesty.
Currently 2-4 months waitlist. Join the list below.
I'm a Man Seeking Initiation
→ Men's Rites: Vigil on Ausangate. Rite of Passage in the Heart of Nature
For you if:
You're ready to face yourself without distraction
You want initiation, not information
You're willing to sit alone in the mountains for 72 hours without food or shelter
You know that transformation happens in the edges, not the comfort zones
What happens: We gather in Peru's Sacred Valley. We prepare through shadow work and ceremony. Then you go out alone to face the mountain, the night, and yourself.
This isn't therapy. This is ancient masculine initiation adapted for modern men who know they're meant for more.
Next retreat: Check Ausangate Page
I Want to Explore First
→ Shadow Work Course + Weekly Newsletter
For you if:
You're curious but not ready to commit
You want to understand what this work actually is
You're waiting for the right time (spoiler: there is no right time, but I'll respect your process)
You want to learn practices you can do on your own
What happens: You get immediate access to my 10-week Shadow Work Course. You'll get to work through lessons on fear, intimacy, embodiment, and living from your truth, at your own pace.
If and when you're ready to go deeper, you'll know where to find me.
Still Not Sure?
That's okay. Uncertainty is part of the process.
Here's what I know: you wouldn't be here if some part of you wasn't ready. The fear you're feeling isn't a sign you should wait. It's a sign you're on the edge of something real.
You have three choices:
Go back to performing. Pretend you never read this. Keep surviving. (You won't. That's why you're still reading.)
Wait for the "right time". Gather more information. Think about it. Analyze your patterns. (The right time is a myth. There's only now.)
Step into it. Choose one of the paths above. Feel the fear and move anyway. (This is the only choice that changes anything.)
One Last Thing
This work isn't easy. If it were, you'd have already done it.
But here's what I promise: when you stop running from fear and start moving with it, your entire life changes.
You sleep better. Your chest opens. Your relationships deepen. Your work becomes purposeful. You stop performing and start living.
Not because everything gets easier - but because you finally have the capacity to feel it all without drowning.
Your fear is your compass. It's time to follow it.